We had a break from the finals and went to visit Andy Warhol exhibition at Pera Museum and Emre Ünal's exhibiton at KARL Gallery. The weather was so overwhelming so I wanted tie my hair up. Also, I am planning to get a hair cut. It could be the last day that I enjoyed with my long hair.

Pour Out

I was trying to write about appropriate outfit post sentences but I couldn't. I wrote something and deleted. So I decided to get things off my chest like therapy session. I am soo depressed these days. So sick and tired of this city since I haven't left Istanbul since February which is so long for me. I need a break from everything and there is a lot to do in here. School, final exams, graduation, work, new work... Sometimes it is felt like everything that I've been carrying is bigger than me and smashing me up. I don't make a sentence like "I wish I were somebody else" but nowadays, I envy the girls whose only problem is their finals. Of course, I am aware of the fact that there are millions of people who have some really serious issues on their shoulders. I am not comparing myself with anybody. I am just talking about myself. I am about to graduate and I have some plans which I am not sure. Even the plan's itself not strictly defined. I don't like making strict plans because life is not that but sometimes It scares me and I know that if yo got scared, you are no longer able to do what you actually wanna do. This is life and life is this exact moment, breath and reboot. This is something that I always want to remind which is why I tattooed myself with all of this stuff. By the way, the real problem is I run out of coffee. I am so lazy to get my ass off and go buy coffee. This morning, I suddenly remember, someone put a card once on my car my about a kind of coffee delivery system from Nero / Starbucks. I also remember the most valuable lost item of mine which is a Ray Ban sunnies. It magically disappeared 3 years ago and I still hope to find it. 

Crime Novel Getaway

As I said on my earlier posts, May is my favorite month of all. Unfortunately, this year, I couldn't get how fast it passed since the tragic things happened in Turkey and all the rush that has been going on in my life. When I found a hole to get away from all these sad thoughts, I literally run towards to it. In my case, this hole is Harry Hole who is a detective on Jo Nesbo's novel. Everyone dreams of living in Paris or New York some day but my dream city is close to the North Pole. Anyway, Scandinavian crime novel are my getaway. How about yours? Tell me about them. Xx, 

Getting Transparent

I couldn't post anything in last few weeks since there are a lot going on in Turkey which saddened all of us. However, If I don't create or make anything, it doesn't make me feel better. Worse, It is felt even more depressing. I need to do something, write something. So, here I am. I wish us a bright future and have a nice day. 

Birthday State of Mind

Last week, I wore this lovely dress on my birthday, even though the weather was not suitable for it. Anyway, I have the right to behave how ever I want at least on my birthday, right? Xx,

Sunday at MOC Istanbul

I realized that although I am spending more time on my heels this week, I've posted cozy outfits. Last sunday was one of those cozy days. My boyfriend and I went to the new coffee shop in town called M.O.C (Ministry of Coffee) which I couldn't attend their opening since I wasn't in Istanbul that week. It is literally a ministry of tasteful coffee. I genuinely can say that I tasted one of the best coffee of my life. I insanely prefer this kind of local and brand new coffee shops rather than chains. If you ever stop by M.O.C, drink their delicious Cold Brew for me, too!

Love List

I love Nike Air Max Sneakers, I could wear them in every color every single day.
I love knitted pullovers, It makes me feel safe.
I love maxi skirts, love deep slits even more.
I adore flash earrings, especially when I combine them with casual outfits.
I love putting make up, like trying different things every day.
I love tying my hair, it makes me feel like I am a girl with long hair.
I am deeply in love with clutches, I guess it is the item that I use the most.
You see, I love everything. When they are all together, I am the happiest girl in the world!

Floral Cliche

It's finally May! Yay! I got so excited when May comes. I guess it's because my mother and I have birthdays on May (mine is today by the way!:)) Anyway, we went out for breakfast at Aheste Galata and continued with walking around in Moda and ended up with bowling and playing pool. How I missed this duo!


Girl, you'll be a woman... soon
I love you so much, can't count all the ways
I've died for you girl and all they can say is
"He's not your kind"
They never get tired of putting me down
And I'll never know when I come around
What I'm gonna find
Don't let them make up your mind.
Don't you know...

Girl, you'll be a woman soon,
Please, come take my hand
Girl, you'll be a woman soon,
Soon, you'll need a man

♫ Girl, you'll be a woman soon #UrgeOverkill